"Well all I really wanna do is love you, a kind much closer than friends use, but I still can't say it after all we've been through. And all I really want from you is to feel me, as the feeling inside keeps building. And I will find a way to you if it kills me" -Jason Mraz
It's been a crazy couple of months. I've gotten over them, both of them. My best friend helped me through it all. After a couple of late-night talks and some soothing words, I was ready to move on with my life.
There was just one problem: I had fallen for my best friend.
It's been like that for about a month now. I've always had a crush on him, but it had never gotten to be this big. He dated my friend for a while, but now that friend and I don't talk so is that right of me?
Nothing has really changed between us, we are just a couple of goofballs together. However, I feel the awkwardness. I saw him yesterday for the first time since I let him know about my feelings. It was certainly weird.But at the end of the day, he let me know he felt the same way, or kinda, about me. He seemed indecisive, in a way, but I guess we'll just have to see where time takes things with us.
Lets hope we go somewhere together.
Lets hope we go somewhere together.
